Nishas world and baby Alisha

Its been 10 days, and no posts from me on this blog of mine.. i dint even post during new year because of the mixed emotions overpowering me during the time. I began writing but stopped halfway when things went too out of control, these emotions and feelings make one feel so down most of then time.

My new new year wasn't what i had expected, with some disappointments nearing 12, itself. Now, though that did affect my light hearted mood, Spot 12, my husband, me and my kids.. we all burst into laughter wishing each other and happily exchanging gifts we had hidden for each other! Not that i believe in gifts but its the thought that counts. My hubby knows i admire flowers and there were roses for me, and a beautiful lady shaped perfume bottle. So sweet of him.. the kids gave me chocolates and i gave them my love and laughter in return :).. i was overjoyed with the surprise :)

The night was fine, but the next day again disappointments, due to loved ones. Not every one went through an easy day, many who had called to wish me had expressed the incidents that occurred during the day.. some reason for being the hurdle in the way of their celebration, which brought in a gloomy feel throughout the day. Somehow there were mood changes with some more surprises from friends and close ones.. We had cooked a special dish too, and tried to remain happy and at peace.

Well i wont deny that last year had bought to my life plenty of excitements as well as loss.. but what i gained more is something i'll be happy about, and cherish last year as it was. First of all Alisha's growing period was the most unforgettable out of them all, then i found many wonderful friends who've truly turned out very close to me, got to know how to earn myself.. he he, and i got to eliminate the bad from my life last year itself.. you know some of those who treat you like nothing :), anyway.. overall the year proved quite a learning experience.. i've absorbed and extracted all the positivity of the year.. so bye bye 2008.. i miss you!

The new year 2009 had just begun and i cant say its going to be hopeless too, lots more to gain, lose and learn.. lets see what we get at the end of 2009 when we move on to 2010! life moves on with each passing year, nothing to regret but lots to cherish :)

Wish everyone a very very happy and prosperous new year, may each of you be blessed with all the love, happiness, peace, luck and success.. and be good, for Santa will visit again this year :)