Nishas world and baby Alisha

Eid Mubarak to all my friends and everyone celebrating Eid worldwide, from my home to yours... On this auspicious occasion may all Muslims be guided by their faith in Allah and shine in his divine blessings... And may Allah bestow glories, successes and happiness's to you and your families on this occasion and always... :-)

Now having a great day at home feasting on delicious sweets prepared by my in laws but its seems to be quite a quiet day for me coz my kids have gone visiting their grandparents and they aren't back home yet. I seem to be missing them a lotttt! When they're home, sometimes i have to scream at the top of my voice to quieten them but now that they're not here i'm somehow missing that noise they create around me!

We will all be going for continuous outings for the next few days and im happy to take some fresh breath from the hectic week that went by shopping and for the Eid preparations!

Eid Mubarak once again, and i hope you are enjoying this occasion spreading love and peace everywhere around you.... :-)

Sometimes when i walk on the road i see a lot of unprivileged kids roaming around here and there and i wonder why did God dispense such a life to these people known as the poor? Why is the rich getting richer and the poor even poorer... i feel really disheartened that all i can do is watch them... sometimes my heart goes out to the people who i see have no parents are they are compelled to be brought up by harsh parents but those kids are luckier than those that have No parents! This song relates to my feelings today... be ready to shed a few tears if you have a heart :-)

Happy MM all my loving readers.. have a great week ahead :-)



As I was slowly passing an orphan's home one day.
And stopped there for a moment just to watch the children play.
Alone a boy was standing and when I asked him why
he turned with eyes that could not see and he began to cry.

I'm nobody's child
I'm nobody's child
Just like a flower I'm growing wild.
No mommy's kisses and no daddy's smile
nobody wants me
I'm nobody's child.

People come for children and take them for their own.
But they all seem to pass me by and I'm left here all alone.
I know they'd like to take me but when they see I'm blind
they always take some other child and I am left behind.

No mommy's arms to hold me or soothe me when I cry.
Sometimes it gets so lonely I wish that I could die.
I'd walk the streets of heaven where all the blinds can see.
And just like all the other kids there'd be a home for me.

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Firt go here to read how i celebrated Eid 2010, the best year and Eid-ul-fitr year before last So, yet again we have arrived on Eid-ul-fitr which marks the end of Ramadan. Also known as 'breaking of the fast' when the new moon will be spotted. The festival is considered one the biggest and important festivals of the Muslims. A time to celebrate with joy the end of Ramadan, the holy month of fasting.

Eid-ul-fitr significance and celebrations :
Eid ul Fitr or the 'festival of fast breaking' is the most celebratory of all Muslim festivals. The term 'Eid' has been derived from the Arabic word 'oud', which means 'the return' and hence, signifies the return of the festival each year. The festival is significant as much for its timing, as for its religious implications. It is celebrated after the long fasting month of Ramadan (the ninth month of the Islamic calendar), on the first day of the Shawwal month of the Hijri year (Islamic calendar). Legend says that the Qur'an was revealed to Prophet Mohammed in the last ten days of Ramadan.

The month of Ramadan is historically associated with two important victories of Prophet Muhammad - the battle of Badr and the conquest of Makkah. Fasting during the month of Ramadan, according to Islamic beliefs, helps in developing self-control and is a way of getting closer to Allah. The festival of Eid ul Fitr marks the beginning of celebrations and merriment for a period extending over three days. Women prepare sweets at home and all Muslims are seen adorned with new dresses on this day. Eid ul Fitr is synonymous with joy and thanksgiving. Such is the spirit of this great festival that even a lot of Non-Muslims participate in Eid celebrations in India.

India is the second most populous Islamic nation in the world. Muslims form India's largest minority and constitute almost 12% of the country's total population. Islam is also the most recent religion added to India's already potent cultural concoction. Islam came to India in 12th century AD and began interacting with the Indian culture, particularly under the Mughal era. Needless to say, it was a mutually enriching experience. A majority of Indian Muslims reside in the north, but a significant number is found all across the country. Hence, their traditions add yet another dimension to the vast cultural landscape of India.

Quotes from the Quran:

1. He is the One GOD; the Creator, the Initiator, the Designer. To Him belong the most beautiful names. Glorifying Him is everything in the heavens and the earth. He is the Almighty, Most Wise. [59:24]

2.Those who believed and led a righteous life are the best creatures. [98:7]

3.Their reward at their Lord is the gardens of Eden with flowing streams, wherein they abide forever. GOD is pleased with them, and they are pleased with Him. Such is the reward for those who reverence their Lord. [98:8]

4. O children of Adam, we have provided you with garments to cover your bodies, as well as for luxury. But the best garment is the garment of righteousness. These are some of GOD's signs, that they may take heed. [7:26]

5. Your Lord has commanded that you worship none but Him, and be kind to parents. If either or both of them reach old age with you, do not rebuke them, but speak to them in terms of honor and kindness. Treat them with humility, and say, 'My Lord! Have mercy on them, for they did care for me when I was little'. [17:23-4].

I think shopping and my heart begins to dance to unheard music! The joy of shopping has always been endless when you have pockets full and its a festival for which the shopping takes place. Well we are just about to end the period of fasting, the month of Ramadan, which will go on to bring in the festival of the muslims, Eid-Ul-Fitr. I wont talk about the festival but maybe in a day or two. For now i want to bask in the joy of the shopping i'm about to go for. I'm aware of how the malls are going to be jam packed as shopping will be done by all the busy bees for their families which be done in full swing.

I was dying to try out this new and latest perfume that's hit the market, let see! When'll i get the payments for the work done or even then, what is hubby there for... he he.. hes pockets full at this time of the year and its an added advantage when you know you've got some $$$ kept away for a rainy, you can always make the rain come down anytime ;)

Don't know who is the original singer of this song but it sounds like boyzone to me, and though its a soundtrack from a bollywood movie, its an english song! Its got beautiful lyrics... you are my dream, my luv, my life... i just wanna spend my life with you...

Hope you all enjoy the track and have a happy MM week ahead :)



like a dream you can' t explain
luv can chase a beating of your heart
like the sunshining in the rain
luv can make your whole world fall apart

all i wanted now, i just wanna spend my life with you
time will show me how
suddenly everything has turned me inside out
suddenly luv is the thing that i can' t live without

you are my dream, my luv, my life
i just wanna spend my life with you
you are the one that makes me smile
i just wanna spend my life with you

god i luv somehow... i just wanna spend my life with you
you can show me how

suddenly everything has turned me inside out
suddenly luv iss the thing that i can' t live without

what have you done to me, is this how its meant to be
can' t control this feeling in my heart
i can see better days glowing inside your eyes
and i know you feel it in your heart

all i wanted now, i just wanna spend my life with you
time will show me how
suddenly everything has turned me inside out
suddenly loves the thing that i can' t live without

luv is a crazy thing, its like when you wanna sing
and the words are deep inside your soul
when somebody comes along together you sing a song
you just let the music take control

and i wanted now, i just wanna spend my life with you
time will show me how
suddenly everything has turned me inside out, turned me inside out
suddenly loves the thing that i can' t live without

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Its teachers day on the 5th of September in India and my son Aryan needed a speech for the day, who and what else would i have relied on to help come to aid, except for the internet! I dont have patience to write out a speech myself and i know i would never be able to do justice to the write, and when you have the world and its knowledge on your fingers through the internet, where else should one turn to?

Its a speech for young kids, and i know a lot of parents must be searching for the same for their kids who will be celebrating the day at school with their loving teachers who have been putting great efforts into their students....

Teachers Day Speech-

Teachers Day is a dedication to Dr. Sarvepalli Radhakrishnan, who was a staunch believer of education and was one of the most well known diplomat, scholar, president of India and above all a teacher. As a tribute to this great teacher, his birthday has been observed as teachers' day and this led to its origin. A day that is dedicated to the hard work that is input by the teacher all year long, a day that is a complete tribute to the teachers all around India. In India teacher day is celebrated on 5th of September.

I was in for a heart attack last night when i had by mistake deleted a folder which contained about 30 bookmarks, and all important ones. I was literally praying i would be able to recover the bookmarks myself when suddenly i hit upon an idea, why not Google, and found a solution on the forums. I thought i couldn't do all by myself but i succeeded! So relieved was i that i couldn't help but jump in joy :)

I decided to share with my readers because after searching for an hour i realized this was the only solution, either i was saved or dead... I am still living thankfully :)

If you have not closed Chrome more than twice, you may be in lock.

In Windows Explorer, browse to:

Windows XP: C:\Documents and Settings\\Local Settings\Application Data\Google\Chrome\User Data\Default
Windows Vista: C:\Users\\AppData\Local\Google\Chrome\User Data\Default

You have to have Hidden Folders enabled to find these directories. Otherwise you can just substitute the above in to the address bar, and press enter.

Once there, you should see a bunch of files. Two of which are: "Bookmarks", and "Bookmarks.bak".

Rename the "Bookmarks" file to "Bookmarks.old", or something like that.
Then, rename "Bookmarks.bak" to "Bookmarks", so that the bookmarks backup file (that's what the .bak extension is for) takes the old Bookmarks file's place.

If have have closed Chrome more than twice since losing your bookmarks, they're gone forever... sadly =[

This comes to you direct from the forums :)

My brother was always fascinated by Binoculars even as a kid and so my parents got him a toy, made him fuss all the more because he didn't want a toy but a real one! Seemed like he was obsessed by the object and would love carrying it on his travels when he was years older and actually got himself one, a real one! It's an essential object for birdwatchers and if you invest in for scopes of high quality you are likely to enjoy the benefits the clarity would provide you with.

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When darkness engulfs you from all sides There is no feeling in the world than the feeling of being loved. They say love can move mountains, bring in the light even in the dark, which is so true... without love you would gain everything but the happiness of being loved and cared for. You can be loved by your kids and can feel there is nothing more in life you want but always be loved the same way. You can be loved by the man of your dreams and still feel you have the world when the world is really not yours. You can be loved by your parents despite the rough times you've had with them... in the end everything that matters is the feeling of being loved! :)


I was waiting for so long
For a miracle to come
Everyone told me to be strong
Hold on and don't shed a tear

Through the darkness and good times
I knew I'd make it through
And the world thought I'd had it all
But I was waiting for you

[Pre-CHORUS:]
Hush now I see a light in the sky
Oh it's almost blinding me
I can't believe I've been touched by an angel with love

Let the rain come down and wash away my tears
Let it fill my soul and drown my fears
Let it shatter the walls for a new sun
A new day has come

When it was dark now there's light
Where there was pain now's there's joy
Where there was weakness I found my strength
All in the eyes of a boy

Hush now I see a light in your eyes
All in the eyes of a boy

I can't believe I've been touched by an angel with love [x2]

Hush now
A new day

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I'd like to wish a very Happy Independence Day, to all the Indians worldwide. Once again, the country will be rejoicing its independence since 1947. As every time, when i write a short post regarding this day, today i will be following up on its history and the celebrations. Its a day to be proud of after all. Jai Hind........ you might also want to read about my school days Independence Day celebrations

The flag which was hoisted when India won its Independence in 1947 is hoisted since then and is an essential part of the ceremony which takes place in the capital of the country, Delhi, every year followed by a delivery of speech from our respected prime minister. The years achievements and the future developments are part of their speech. Along with the prime minister who will pay his tribute to the freedom fighters of our nation tomorrow, i would also like to pay my humble tribute to our great matrys and freedom fighters for it is them, that we are able to see an independent India today. Those fighters who fought and sacrificed their lives in order to save future generations from the rule of the British in India. Its a day of pride and joy in our hearts....











At the red fort, Delhi, the VIPS and its commoners, will gather together to take part in the ceremonies. The hoisting of the Indian flag, the singing of the national anthem as the flag is being hoisted, the followed by the PM's speech, and a perfect parade by officers and jawans. The main and major attraction is here.....

Its also a pleasure to watch the flag hoisting ceremonies and cultural programs which are organised in great enthusiasm in individual school premises, offices and even locally across the country. Sweets are given out, kites soar in the sky, jets color the sky with the tricolors, as part of celebrations and rejoicing. Buildings of importance are decorated. Celebrations are held by local committee members or respective members of particular schools and offices.







India attained freedom from the grip of British domination and rule back in the 1940's. The tryst of destiny was a speech read out by the then prime minister Jawaharlal Nehru on the stoke on midnight of 15th august 1947, to which India's Independence was declared. The struggle for Indian independence began with the colonialization of India by Europeans. They came to India as traders but over the period of time they rose to power took control of Indian affairs. British occupied most parts of India whereas Portuguese and French also had their influence on few places The first uprising which is noted in the history of independence of India took place in 1857. This first war of Indian independence, was termed as a mutiny by the British. Although not a success, this revolt sowed the seed for a new force, which was to take this struggle to its rightful end. As British oppression strengthened so did the urge to attain the freedom from it. This urge found voice in form of many great leaders such as Subhash Chandra Bose, Lala Lajpat Rai, Bhagat Singh, Rajguru, Sukhdev, Khudiram Bose, Ram Prasad Bismil,Mahatma Gandhi, Jawaharlal Nehru, Sardar Vallabhbhai Patel to name a few. These great patriots along with a lot unnamed freedom fighters sacrificed their lives for the cause of the nation. Independence from the British rule was the sole aim of their lives. This dream of millions of Indians was realized when finally India got freedom on August 15, 1947. The joy of independence brought along with it the grief of partition! The country was divided into two parts – India and Pakistan. Pakistan assumed August 14 as its independence day whereas August 15 was declared the independence day for India.

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Suddenly i felt like i was isolated from the world, probably a survivor of an avalanche, abandoned on a lonely island waiting to be hogged by savages! That's how i felt on FB last night when the apps suddenly disappeared and my contacts too. I felt a cold wind pass by me, so lonely.... my chat app was gone and my friends too! Even if there is no one leaving a comment or like, i still feel so connected just watching the updated status flowing/pouring in on my wall. I love reading and leaving a comments on my contacts walls, i know them or not. Fb is experiencing a maintenance error for some reason and i can see many sad faces out there....

Is that how addicted we 'all' are to Face book or is it just me? i guess we are all addicted, because i've seen how crippled one feels... i've felt it and i've also noticed it happening to other users. There are times food wont go down the throat or even if able to, wont be digested if Facebook is not working! literally or not, whatever you want to take it as (;)), but what i mean i bet none of us can actually stop thinking and dying (hehe) to update our status's or to comment on our friends posted status. Or even waiting to see friends online, or to get on the game app and begin our daily chores/activities on our farms and restaurants ;)

What will happen if one day we wake up to find FB is gone with the wind!!?? How would you react, i would really like to know.... :)

In the evening i was sitting and reminiscing about my childhood when we had this huge land where plenty of fruit trees were grown. It was always fun climbing a fruit tree to get hold of the delicious juicy fruits! I guess orchids are always a pleasure to visit because one can find out about the different kinds of fruits you won't get to see n the city.

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Raksha Bandhan also known as Rakhi Day is around the corner in India. Its a celebration being one with the family, a celebration between brothers and sisters in the hindu custom. The sister ties a thread on her brothers wrist and the brother gifts her a token apart from a promise of security and protection. Well though i am not a hindu but i also do tie a Rakhi (a scared tread of love) on my brother to show him how much i love and care for him.

Some Raksha Bandhan messages i found on a site... maybe you would like to pick up to let your sister or brother know how much you love and care for them too?


From Sister To Brother
Sky is blue, feel this hue, my love is for you Bhaiya…always true. Loads of good wishes for Raksha Bandhan
Dear brother I am lucky to have you but. You are even luckier you have got me.
You must have a sister as she is the best companion for fun. And you can always blame her for the mischief you have done.
I can never forget the day in my life when you not only helped me in making a correct decision but also convinced Mamma and Papa in my favor. It was only you who helped me go for the training of journalism. When people say I am doing well I always remember you. You have given me most precious gift, my career, in turn of all my Rakhis.
I remember when I was young but old enough to realize the importance of Raksha Bandhan, I cried a lot on the day of Rakhi as I had none to tie a Rakhi to. I prayed before Lord Krishna for a brother and I got you on the very day of Rakhi. So thanks, you have made my Rakhi double special.
Mere bhai ka aur mera rishta... Kabhi khattaa Kabhi meethaa... Kabhi hasna Kabhi rona…Kabhi roothna Kabhi manana…Kabhi Pyaar Kabhi gussa…Kabhi dosti Kabhi jhagda…Koi kare bhi to kare kya... Ye rishta hai hi Anokhaa…
God could not take care for the whole world so he has given mothers to each family. In the same way mother could not take care for the whole part of our life, so she had given brothers. Thanks for being my brother.
From Brother To Sister
I long for the day through the year that you so ceremoniously tie rakhi on my wrist and pray for my well being. Dear Sis, I wish that our bond grows stronger everyday.
Dear sister I just wanted you to know that it means a lot to have a wonderful sister like you. Thanks for the treasure of all the sweet memories that you have given me. Having a sister is same as having a lifelong friend.
Neither can I tell nor can you imagine what you are for me. But I can tell you when I need a pillar of strength, It's you… It's you…It's you…
When the world goes dark, Stars are there…When the journey breaks up, Hope is there…When the entire world is vanished, And you feel left alone…Tilt your head and look beside you, Will bring you comfort feeling of Care and affection molds on you, As your Brother is always beside you to pour the special love and affection forever…HAPPY RAKSHA BANDHAN
I really cherish the life we have lived together. You have taught me the meaning and pleasure of sharing. In childhood I used to eat even your chocolates but you always shared your things with me. Now I realize I have been a bad brother. But I know that you love chocolates so this time only chocolates as your Rakhi gift

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Don't know how to fix some codes in my template which is causing a delay of my blog makeover. 31st of July, i gave myself a deadline.. lol.. but then i had completed the design by then, if only i didn't get stuck up for the code fix. Its days i'm trying to figure out where the culprit code is hidden in order to tweak according to the design. But in vain :( So freaking mind boggling is it trying to do something i'm not good at and never even getting next to anywhere.... i mean i'm dumb at understanding codes :(

I sent my link to one of the professional bloggers to see where the problem lies, lets see when i receive a reply so that i cant fix this soon and rid myself of the tensions and sleepless night(not literally but its a headache!). If this isn't fixed soon i wont be able to do a makeover soon until much later, for the more time wasted, the lesser the work done... i don't want my blogs to be under construction when my visitors come visiting.

Hope im done with this soon.. no wonder i was lazy to do a makeover for the last two years!

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Nothing seems right
Your actions speak deceit
Your words conflict
Half way, through...
I can see nothing new
Sparks of hope from a lit pyre
Seem dieing up in the air
Something unusual occurs...
Too much to endure
I see you weren’t
The one i envision
Who fancys he a warrior....

A few lines from a poem i had written last year :)

I miss so many people who aren't present in my life at this moment and i wish i could see them again. Some are living and some are not, but thoughts if i'll ever be able to spend moments i once spent with them again keep coming to my mind and its up to the lord who i keep asking questions to, mostly why? many different thoughts in my mind when i listen to this song... i feel so lost and helpless in the absence of my loved ones whom i miss and i still cant get to see and touch... its an emotional moment for me right now...

Enjoy this slow haunting song by Enya.. wish you all a happy MM :)




Where are you this moment?
Only in my dreams.
You're missing, but you're always
A heartbeat from me.
I'm lost now without you,
I don't know where you are.
I keep watching, I keep hoping,
But time keeps us apart

Is there a way I can find you,
Is there a sign I should know,
Is there a road I could follow
To bring you back home?

Winter lies before me
Now you're so far away.
In the darkness of my dreaming
The light of you will stay

If I could be close beside you
If I could be where you are
If I could reach out and touch you
And bring you back home
Is there a way I can find you
Is there a sign I should know
Is there a road I can follow
To bring you back home to me

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Have you heard of how gold was used in the olden days, dating back to the Egyptian times? Well we have all studied about gold being traded for gifts, etc. I sometimes wonder how valuable is a mere yellow metal, such that is it used to adorn or beautify many a things, even people. Women and men, both love flaunting this metal on themselves by wearing in the form of jewelry. This metal can never be undervalued by anything on earth. Though the price of gold in gold coins, gold bullion, or diverse forms still keep rising it is yet irreplaceable!

The gold price fixing used to take place at the offices of N M Rothschild & Sons in St Swithin's Lane twice a day but since may 2004 gold spot fixing takes place by telephone.

Gold is a great security for its users where their kids futures are concerned, it helps secure ones future in many ways like for old age, or maybe kids future education, etc. The gold prices fixing originally began by gold traders in September 1919 and are currently fixed in dollars, euros, and pounds. Did you know this? Also remember that spot gold is a term one can use to search for gold charts or current gold prices online.

Its friendship day on the 7th of August and so i thought to post a motivational story about friends... Hope you enjoy it and Happy Friendship day everyone :)


Motivational Story Of Friendship

Two girls were best of friends, since their childhood. When they were small kids, they used to go to school together, play together and sometimes even stay at each other's places. They were next door neighbors and thus their parents were friends as well. The best friends graduated from school and went to pursue higher studies in the same college. Everyone knew that the girls were the best of friends. Nothing was hidden between the duo, because both knew each other inside out.

After some days, one of the friends found the other behaving in a very strange manner. She would remain withdrawn, sleep too much and turn violent, very often. At first, the other friend thought it was just the studies getting on to her. However, with time, she became even more moody and frustrated. Finally, her friend couldn't take it any longer and confronted her with the problem. She broke down into tears and confessed that she was going around with a guy, who was taking drugs and forced her to take them too.

The girl was not only forced to take drugs, but was also forced to bring money every now and then and was threatened with dire consequences, if she revealed the matter to anyone, even her best friend. Shocked by her story, the other friend consoled her. She then thought of a way to help her. Finally, she thought that she would come up straight to the point and tell her to leave this guy and get out of all the mess. She contacted the college counselor, who was a psychologist and narrated all the problem to her. She offered to help and said that matter would be kept under wraps.

The girl was then advised by her friend to leave this guy, as he was torturing her unnecessarily. Her friend reminded her of her dreams of becoming a successful professional, inspired her to set an example for others and reminded of what her parents would feel, if they found out what their daughter was up to. After a lot of persuasion, the girl finally agreed to leave him. She was given basic counseling and was weaned off drugs, with time. All this while, her friend never left her side and always stood by her.

Finally, they graduated and the friendship only grew stronger. They both went on to become successful professionals, but never let each other down by indulging themselves into bad habits. They lived happily ever after, as close friends. The story leaves the reader to think about the depth of friendship shared by the two girls. The moral of the story is that true friends are those, who inspire you to become the best you can ever be. They have full confidence in you. They would not leave you until your goal is accomplished.

Imagine the impact on a blogger/publisher who isn't paid by a website claiming they're genuine when they're not! First flooding our emails with assignments(paid reviews, tasks) and then backing off when the time came to pay back, that's blogadvertisingstore.com for you. Its three years since i haven't received the payment i was supposed to be paid to my paypal account once i reached the threshold for the same. A few months passed with us trying to first contact them about the issue but i got suspicious due to no response from them, i realized i wasn't going to be paid! Later learnt by fellow bloggers it was happening with them as well. I tried once again emailing them BUT i was banned or my account was suspended ignoring even my pleas for payment i was deserving of. It was months of hard work when i was extremely dedicated to writing those paid reviews for the scam site, but little did i know of it until i wasn't paid and came across heaps of stories of not being paid on the Internet. I guess i wouldn't ever be paid because i didn't try to campaign against them thinking they would turn out reliable and pay me without having to campaign against them the way some of my fellow bloggers did and were also paid! But my patience and humbleness was all in vain as I'm still due to be paid almost more than $250!

Don't know if there is anyone left still writing for them because by now it must be known throughout the web how they have scammed us poor bloggers and raided us of our time and effort only to escape with our hard earned money (sigh).....

I wish i could parade them......... blah blah... :(

Well yesterday i celebrated my 12Th wedding anniversary.. "well many long years have flown by and without a clue how" i relied when i was asked by my cousin on Face book if i had any idea how 12 yeas had passed on so quickly ;)

Sometimes it seems i was married just last year and sometimes it seems a long long time ago, but 12 years isn't and wasn't enough to be married to the one i loved when i met him... it is after all eternal love, the promise of a lifetime :)

Marriage is not a bed of roses, who wouldn't agree... it has its highs and well as lows. Who can argue there is never a day you had a tear in your eye but of course the happiness you gained should always make up for those tearful days.

So i dedicate this song to my love, my husband who is still the one.... have a happy MM folks :)



"You're Still The One"

(When I first saw you, I saw love.
And the first time you touched me, I felt love.
And after
all this time, you're still the one I love.)
Looks like we made it
Look how far we've come my baby
We mighta took the long way
We knew we'd get there someday

They said, "I bet they'll never make it"
But just look at us holding on
We're still together still going strong

(You're still the one)
You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're still the one I want for life
(You're still the one)
You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night

Ain't nothin' better
We beat the odds together
I'm glad we didn't listen
Look at what we would be missin'

They said, "I bet they'll never make it"
But just look at us holding on
We're still together still going strong

(You're still the one)
You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're still the one I want for life
(You're still the one)
You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night

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