Nishas world and baby Alisha

Feeling a little down and too emotionally exhausted but better in health today, not that i'm completely recovered but got to push myself to do things i don't feel like... still got fever and body ache, feels as if my bones are being crushed between boulders! I'm also developing a mind blockage, cant seem to find proper words to express what i'm trying to say, but of course i can understand i'm being ignored, thing is cant even understand how people can ignore you when you've been their pillar of strength at one point of time. Seems as if there is guilt within them...

Things don't seem to fall into place for me... wonder if i'm asking for too much from others! People just deny facts and lie up to your face and that is what gets on my nerves when people don't own up to mistakes! Rather blame others for their own faults and its definitely not fair on their parts but at the moment just got to have the patience to see what falls into place soon... got to watch my steps, for if i react and it doesn't go well with others, might spoil the whole scenario i created! So lets just smile with teary eyes and keep the game on......